ruined dreams

Close your eyes
See your dream
See it burn
See it crumble into dust
Let your tears fall

Open your eyes
See what you’ve done
See what is no longer there
See what no longer exists
See your dream go up in smoke

last chance

listen,
listen to your heart beat
feel,
feel it hammer constant and light
See,
See the muscle expand and contract

See,
See your heart stop
Feel,
Feel the loss of motion
Listen,
Listen as your last breath passes your lips

this little life

This little life went out the window
This little life was cold
This little life had depression
This little life was down
This little life had blood and war
This little life was short lived
This little life never began
And the last little life was happy from start to finish

senses

Listen
Hear the screams
Hear the cries
Feel
Feel the sting
Feel the pain
Watch
See the terror
See the tears
Smell
Smell the fear
Smell the anguish
Taste
Taste the blood
Taste the victory

Tormentor of the dammed
Hear their screams
Feel the pleasure from their pain
Watch their tears fall
Smell the hate burning within
Taste the sweet blood of your victory

vampire

Pale skin
Cold flesh
Dark eyes
Ivory fangs
Soft words
False comfort
Searing pain
Blood River
Draining life

today is

Today is a cloud
Dark and ominous
Today brings a dark sky
Today is a cauldron of blood
Wet, warm, and sticky
Today is a battlefield
Corpses strewn throughout
Today is a dark soul
Uncontrollable and unchallenged
Today is a ground splitting in pain
Revealing the fires within
Today is sorrow and rage
On a battlefield where the darkness was victorious

pure torture

You wish to break me?
I’d like to see you try
Bruise me
Beat me
Make my blood flow to the floor
Even when I am the one to be tortured
Your soul will break first
For my will is stronger
And my soul greater

perfect

A perfect secret
Worth more than you know
I will never tell
Torture and cage me
It will do you no good
Bruise and beat me,
Tear my flesh and spill my blood
Nothing will work
I will hold my secret until I die

hide and seek

Run and hide
Flee from me
I will seek and destroy
If you be foe
But is you be friend
I will seek and cherish

trapped

Sight is useless
Silence all around
Object untouchable
Ghostly breath
Standing or laying?
Still or moving?
Alive or dead?
Real or imaginary?

love

If the dark void calls to you
It calls to me
Through endless night
I will follow
You are my hope
My light in the dark
My only love

you

To you I have no faults
To you I have no insecurities
To you I can do no wrong
To you I am perfect And your opinion is the only one that matters

what lies ahead

I will not forgive
I will never forget
I will take my revenge

You will not know when
You will not know how
You will find out when the time is right

I will not spare you
I will not stop
I will make my hunger subside

I will be victorious
In my little game
You will be the loser
And be put to shame

in the pit

I cannot resist
I cannot break free
Forever in this prison
That is the essence of me

Down with my body
Down with my soul
I will go down with you
And let the bell toll

I am welcomed here
In this forbidding crimson flame
Let the demons come
In the end I am the only one to blame

I cursed myself
And buried my future
I traded it away
For a new life of torture

Forever I will be here
Forever I will stay
Obedient and mindless
Until death comes my way

six feet under

To be like them I must give things up
I can’t eat
I can’t sleep
I can’t even speak

To become one of them
I make my sacrifice
My blood must be spilled
My flesh torn from my bones

To become one of them I must vow
Never to speak out of turn
Never argue with their judgment
Tell them they own me

I can become one of them
But in my own time
I wish to be me for the moment
Before I am dead on the floor