ruined dreams

Close your eyes
See your dream
See it burn
See it crumble into dust
Let your tears fall

Open your eyes
See what you’ve done
See what is no longer there
See what no longer exists
See your dream go up in smoke

last chance

listen,
listen to your heart beat
feel,
feel it hammer constant and light
See,
See the muscle expand and contract

See,
See your heart stop
Feel,
Feel the loss of motion
Listen,
Listen as your last breath passes your lips

this little life

This little life went out the window
This little life was cold
This little life had depression
This little life was down
This little life had blood and war
This little life was short lived
This little life never began
And the last little life was happy from start to finish

senses

Listen
Hear the screams
Hear the cries
Feel
Feel the sting
Feel the pain
Watch
See the terror
See the tears
Smell
Smell the fear
Smell the anguish
Taste
Taste the blood
Taste the victory

Tormentor of the dammed
Hear their screams
Feel the pleasure from their pain
Watch their tears fall
Smell the hate burning within
Taste the sweet blood of your victory

vampire

Pale skin
Cold flesh
Dark eyes
Ivory fangs
Soft words
False comfort
Searing pain
Blood River
Draining life

today is

Today is a cloud
Dark and ominous
Today brings a dark sky
Today is a cauldron of blood
Wet, warm, and sticky
Today is a battlefield
Corpses strewn throughout
Today is a dark soul
Uncontrollable and unchallenged
Today is a ground splitting in pain
Revealing the fires within
Today is sorrow and rage
On a battlefield where the darkness was victorious

pure torture

You wish to break me?
I’d like to see you try
Bruise me
Beat me
Make my blood flow to the floor
Even when I am the one to be tortured
Your soul will break first
For my will is stronger
And my soul greater

perfect

A perfect secret
Worth more than you know
I will never tell
Torture and cage me
It will do you no good
Bruise and beat me,
Tear my flesh and spill my blood
Nothing will work
I will hold my secret until I die

hide and seek

Run and hide
Flee from me
I will seek and destroy
If you be foe
But is you be friend
I will seek and cherish

trapped

Sight is useless
Silence all around
Object untouchable
Ghostly breath
Standing or laying?
Still or moving?
Alive or dead?
Real or imaginary?

love

If the dark void calls to you
It calls to me
Through endless night
I will follow
You are my hope
My light in the dark
My only love

you

To you I have no faults
To you I have no insecurities
To you I can do no wrong
To you I am perfect And your opinion is the only one that matters

what lies ahead

I will not forgive
I will never forget
I will take my revenge

You will not know when
You will not know how
You will find out when the time is right

I will not spare you
I will not stop
I will make my hunger subside

I will be victorious
In my little game
You will be the loser
And be put to shame

in the pit

I cannot resist
I cannot break free
Forever in this prison
That is the essence of me

Down with my body
Down with my soul
I will go down with you
And let the bell toll

I am welcomed here
In this forbidding crimson flame
Let the demons come
In the end I am the only one to blame

I cursed myself
And buried my future
I traded it away
For a new life of torture

Forever I will be here
Forever I will stay
Obedient and mindless
Until death comes my way

six feet under

To be like them I must give things up
I can’t eat
I can’t sleep
I can’t even speak

To become one of them
I make my sacrifice
My blood must be spilled
My flesh torn from my bones

To become one of them I must vow
Never to speak out of turn
Never argue with their judgment
Tell them they own me

I can become one of them
But in my own time
I wish to be me for the moment
Before I am dead on the floor

curses

i curse rules
i curse authority
but that is only the beginning
i curse this day
i curse humans
i curse the light
i curse the world
and you cant do anything about it

facing the music

this feeling
so new and unexplainable
this person
the feeling wont leave
i dont think i want it to
i could tell the truth
but i'm afraid of something
his reaction
and mine

exceeding limits

the hardest place to touch
is the place i keep my mind
the hardest place to see
is the place i hide my soul
the hardest place to reach
is the place my heart lies

night

the stars shine
the moon smiles
a figure in the dark,
soft grass
cool ground
stargazer,
calm yet Cautious
light fear in the air
calm is broken,
a short stroll
a bright light
the perfect end to a perfect night.

secret

this mysterious place
hides a dark secret,
none dare to venture here
for this is a dangerous place,
only the couragous can survive
and discover this secret,
locked up and heavily gaurded
the secret lies
can you find it?

gift

a gift of steel
handle bound in leather,
two curved edges,
a finely placed star,
it isnt all that sharp
but it doesnt have to be
because it was a gift from a friend.

roses

Petals like blood
Thorns like knives

Petals like midnight
Thorns like stars

Petals like snow
Thorns like ice

That is a rose

mixed colors

Rain pours from the sky
Mixing with your blood
Your vision fades
Your heart slows
Good memories drown
As you drown in rain
Your breathing stops
Your life has ended
The knife in your hand
Reflects blood and rain
Another life lost
By the owners hand

seven deadly sins

Humans have many flaws
Lust
You lust after the beautiful
Gluttony
You eat like pigs
Greed
You want and want and want
Wrath
You hate with a passion
Sloth
You are lazy and slow
Pride
You think too highly of yourself
Envy
You are jealous of everyone else

The devil will keep your soul for eternity.

nature

Forests turn to wasteland
Water becomes tainted
Air becomes poison
The sun rages
And the moon cries
But who’s to blame?
Do I really have to tell you?

fire

Burning red
It draws you in
Tempting you
It moves with lithe grace
As it devours its fuel
Sending showers of sparks into the air
It’s hypnotic
You reach to touch it
Pain fills your senses
Where bliss once was
You scream in pain
Retracting your hand
You look at your skin
It’s charred and black
Beauty is dangerous
Is your lesson learned?

overflow

This day
Rains blood
This hour
Brings tears
This minute
There is a flood
This second
Your life is done

regret

Blood rained from the sky
A battle begins

Screams of pain fill the air
The battle rages on

Silence and stillness
The battle is over

The sun refuses to shine
Only clouds can be seen

You gaze across the field
And look to the bloodstained ground

Bloody corpses stare back at you
With lifeless eyes

You are the only survivor
Your loneliness grows

With your dagger to your heart
You cry your salty tears

You scream in anguish
As your blood flows freely down your chest

You fall to the ground
To join the million lifeless

Your vision becomes faded
Your life flashes before your eyes

Your enemy smirks down on you
As you’re the one who dies

dream

A peaceful place
A quiet stream
Clear sparkling water
Everyone smiled
We had dreams

A barren wasteland
An earsplitting shriek
Bloody water
Anguished faces
Dreams crushed

hunter escape

Wake up little fox, don’t come out and play
The hunter is outside waiting for you to stray
Escape, escape in the smartest of ways
Lest you be caught in a persistent hunters gaze

Go out the back and sneak far, far away
Be wary, for he will follow and find you astray
Escape, escape in the smartest of ways
Lest you be caught in a persistent hunters gaze

Hide underneath and behind the fog and haze
Or your life will end in a fiery blaze
Escape, escape in the smartest of ways
Lest you be caught in a persistent hunters gaze

Be silent and be smart today of all days
Warn and protect the forest in which you stay
Escape, escape in the smartest of ways
Lest you be caught in a persistent hunters gaze

Lead him to a place very far away
Retrace your path and feel safe once again
Escape, escape in the smartest of ways
Lest you be caught in a persistent hunters gaze

A frustrated hunter will give up by days end
But return in the morning and you’ll trick him again
Escape, escape in the smartest of ways
Lest you be caught in a persistent hunters gaze

On top of spaghetti (like the song)

On top of spaghetti
All covered in cheese
I lost my poor meatball
When my small doggie sneezed

It rolled off the table
And into the trash
And then my poor meatball
Was gooey and mashed

My poor little cousin
Fell off of his stool
Poor little Charlie
Fell into the pool

I stole his spaghetti
And took it inside
Without my poor cousin
And his miserable hide

When I was finished
I gave the plate back
And hit my poor cousin
With his Twinkie snack

I ran away laughing
As he fell in the pool
I ran to the neighbors
I am no fool

When I returned home
Later that night
My cousin was grounded
Without his nightlight

I made scary noises
Outside of his room
He jumped out the window
And into the pool

I went to his funeral
All dressed in white
But me and my sister
Got into a fight
(To be continued)

roses are red

roses are red
violots are blue
your really creepy
and i hate you

he comes

he calls, he calls you
the bringer of death calls you
there is no escape
from this fate
run, give him a chase
but in the end you will lose to fate

twisted fate

a hammer falls
your skull is smashed
there was no pain.

your soul is stuck
upon this earth
there will be pain.

forever you will wander
and never rest
forever in pain.

come

come my child
come to me,
come to the darkness
come to dispair,
leave the light
surrender your soul,
become one of us
oh child of woe.

called

a voice calls
you cannot resist
it floats on the wind
calling, calling, calling.

follow it child
follow it to your fate
calling, calling, calling.

surrender your soul
become one of them
calling, calling, calling.

come to hell!

hell haiku

she guides you tonight
away from the living world
to bring you to hell

my fun

tears burn,
hearts break,
life lost,
mortal life.

no tears to cry,
no heart to break,
life already gone
immortal life.

you cry your tears
as i break your heart
and destroy your life,
to satisfy my immortal one.

hidden

my face behind a mask
preventing you from seeing me.
you cannot see my pain,
you cannot see my hate,
you cannot see my anger,
and thats how it will stay.
for you are blind to the truth,
and always will be.

time

like a flower
your life is short
i can wait for revenge
for i have all the time in the world.
oh my, look at that
your time is up

spring

spring,
a time for joy,
a time for laughter,
but only for mortals.
we can watch flowers grow,
but we cannot touch them
for everything we touch dies.
right before our eyes

sucker spawning

oh look
suckers spawning
it would be mean of me
to bother them at this important time
what do i care
i'm hungry for sushi right now
and i'll get it too

truth

I know a place
Quiet and serene
There is no war, hate, or anger
There is only peace
A pure and peaceful place.
No one will get there
It is only an illusion
Forever banished
We live in hate
We live through war
We are all angry
No place of light for us
We exist in the dark
We are all in one place
Hell

game

this game
you cannot lose
if you do you forfeit
the life you tried so hard to save
game on

inner child

whats scarier than facing your worst nightmare?
to find your answer you must search yourself
you will go to a dark frightening place
as unsettled as a dark enchanted forest
a thing you cant face
a younger you
clutching a teddy bear for dear life
crying for no apparent reason
do you know what it is?
it is your inner child
and your most formidable opponent

gossip haiku

You stupid people
Constantly clucking like hens
Time for the duck tape

water grave

Death’s face
In the water
Staring right back at you
Threatening to devour you again

merlin

A child
Brand new and young
Will grow and learn with time
To know the secrets of the world
Merlin

hunted

Don’t breath
Or it will find
You wherever you are
Then it will catch you and have you
Tonight

the mask

A mask
Hiding a face
Not wanting to be seen
Not letting the world see or know
The truth

dark water

Water
Black and murky
Hides the darkest evil
Just beneath the penetrable
Surface

memory lane

See that swing
Hanging from that tree branch
I remember a child
So young so innocent
Protected in this place
“Push me higher” a voice calls
Laughter answers
A game of tag brings joy to those faces
Rolling in grass and mud puddle splashes
Fun was alive then.
Only a warped memory
Fate turned a corner
When it attacked
With bared teeth and a growl to match
We ran in terror, screamed in fear
You sacrificed yourself to save my life
I live with the guilt that I survived
I can never repay you and I didn’t want to believe
That monster took my best friend away from me
Little time passes yet it feels like much longer
I come back to this place every day to remember
I’ve been alone forever it seems
I desperately wish to forget those things
As I sit on the swing
The same one we played on
I remember, then something forms in my eyes
For what has been like an eternity I cry

the vampires game

I envy you my friend
You can be out in the light
I truly miss those days
When we would lay in the grass in the sun

You think me dead though I am not
I will not sit in a grave to be forgotten

In my memories I see that night
That my whole life was turned upside down with one mistake

You dared me on Halloween night to go into that graveyard
We were told that a vampire lived there but we were too naive to care

I went in and never came out
You called up a search party but your search was fruitless
It was already too late for me for I was young and stupid

You still do not believe in vampires or so I heard
By the time I’m through with you, you will know what to fear

I come to you to show you I’m still above ground
You quiver in terror and stutter in fear

I tell you a secret and a truth all the same
You are still my friend and a friend to the end you will stay

One bite and its over I tell you only twice
You shudder and try to run but you’ve run out of luck tonight

You won’t feel a thing only a prick
Just like a needle with morphine in it

You still try to run but you know I will catch you
That wound on your hand will lead me right to your hiding place

When I catch up you will never forget
This night I turned you into one of me, my friend

The blood starts to flow and I drink while you scream
Soon the silence is all that remains

Later you wake and you thirst for blood
I take you out for your first hunt you’ve so much to learn

And so the cycle never ends
So long as there are vampires to carry the curse

tonight is

Tonight is a scream piercing the air
Tonight is an innocent life being taken
Tonight is the sound of blood being spilled
Tonight is the glint on a pair of white fangs
Tonight is a glare of satisfaction in red eyes
Tonight is the state of fear in an innocent
Tonight is a blood covered smile
Tonight is a hunger quenched for one more night
Tonight is the end of the vampire’s game
Tomorrow night it will start all over again

they think your dead

It starts with a funeral
They all cry in their seats
But you’re very alive
They don’t know

Then a coffin in a tomb
They stand around shedding salty tears
But you’re very alive
They don’t know

You leave that place and live without sun
They all cry at you’re grave
But you’re very alive
They don’t know

They will never know

nothing more

No more tears
No more fears
No more hurt
No more pain
No more body
No more soul
No more life
For the world

evil

come
you cannot resist
you cannot break free
come to the darkness
come to me

battle

like water on rocks
dark and light clash
like rocks on sand
they try to destroy each other
like sand on concrete
they reach a standstill
like water on sand
there is a victor

cycle

water flows
in an endless cycle
until the end of time
like life and death

water

water like blood
blood like life
easily taken
easily lost

demon in the mist

your heart races
as you run
it gains on you
with every turn
your breath quickens
you know you cannot stop
but you are too tired to go on
it comes at you
from nowhere
you know you will die
you scream as a gash in your gut is made
a red puddle forms beneath you
your blood
your heart slows and your mind drifts
you were killed by it
a demon in the mist

life

the mist blocks your way
as you walk down the road
only in front but not behind
it leaves you with a choice
you can go back on the clear road
or travel forward into the unknown

ignorance

it seeps through you
shutting you down
first the heart
it becomes hard and cold
then the mind
it becomes cruel and merciless
then your arms and legs
chained and shackled
a poison with no cure
and no escape

pure and simple

laughter,
it sickens.
sunshine,
it burns.
smiles,
nauseating.
joy,
kills.

fear

power over you
it feels nice
fear
you hide from me
pain
you cry
hate
brews below the surface
but you cannot act on it
your fear of me holds you back
you know you cannot win
like the leaf that fights against the tree
you will fall
and forever fear me

pain

i look in your eyes
i see the pain you hide
you push me away
and try to hide
do you fear me?

death

this sword
a red puddle
lies beneath your body
your vision fades and your eyes cloud
death came

races

humans
evil creatures
but they are a weak race
worse things exist within the mist
demons

the world

the world
the world is lost
it can never be found
many will try only to fail
the lost

horrible words

i dread
i dread those words
those words i must endure
the ones i must hear every year
two words

ciniquain

ciniquain

Roses
Beautiful things
But they lack sustenance
They remind me of many things
Like you

haiku

Haiku

The water is deep
And many things hide in it
Both good and evil